No, I think thereâs a real reckoning in episodes four, five and six where sheâs coming to terms with, âOh my god, I have been so wrong, and I wrongly put my son on the throne because I misinterpreted my ailing husband.â I think by the time Alicent gets to Rhaenyra, she knows that sheâs made a massive, massive mistake.
I think itâs still really hard for Alicent to admit, even though she knows it, that she has caused all of this. I think thatâs whatâs propelling her to go to Driftmark. Itâs like a confessional, in a way. The biggest confessional that Alicent can put herself through.
How did you and Emma want to play Rhaenyra and Alicent’s meeting?
It sort of just evolved. We shot it over three days, I think. It was sort of just trying to find the music within the sceneâit was a big ten-pager. And just trying to find the moments of stillness, but also this yearning for connection, and then how it twists on its head with the ultimatum.
I was just imploring them to, if they feel that thereâs something missing, please just direct me, because theyâre the one that is reacting off what Iâm doing. So I just wanted them to have an extra eye on the scene, and if thereâs a beat that Iâm not picking up, to grab it. They said the same back, even though I couldnât ever give Emma notes, because theyâre so amazing.
And also like, the pressure of knowing that this was the finale, and wanting it to feel as full-bodied and satisfying as possible, for the meeting of these two women who have been adrift from each other all season. It felt like it needed to culminate to something, and then there also just needed to be this yearning for one anotherâwithin all of that, yearning for the relationship we once had. After all this has happened, children have been lost, but still, the grief of the loss of their friendship and the loss of each other needed to be really palpable.
When Alicent asks for her and Helaenaâs freedom, Rhaenyra offers an ultimatum calling back to Lucerysâ death at the end of season one: âA son for a son.â Alicent takes a moment, and then she nods. Is there any uncertainty that she has made up her mind, or should that be taken as her saying, âYes, I accept that this is what has to happenâ?
Iâve gotta be honest, Iâve not caught up with the episode, so I donât know how itâs been edited. [Laughs.] But when I played it, it was this deep, deep struggle to come to terms with that ultimatum, and a fight in her head where she doesnât want to accept these terms at all, and she wants to run, and she wants to spit in Rhaenyraâs face.
But ultimately, the grapple of knowing that this is what must happen ⦠For me, I was almost in my head trying to cauterize that love for Aegon in that moment, and trying just to accept that this is what has to happen. The nod is of acquiescence, I think. Thatâs how I played it.
Rhaenyra says that the history books will describe Alicent as âthe cold queen, grasping for power and then defeated.â Do you think thatâs a fair description of her?
No, but I think she finds that sort of morbidly funny. Thereâs gallowâs humour in that for Alicent, sheâs just like, Fuckinâ hell, after everything, thatâs the least of my worries⦠I do not care anymore! I just wanna live out the rest of my days in peace. Itâs been enough life for one person.